Busy!

Lately I've been so incredibly busy, working 2 jobs, having some semblance of a social life and working on a new webshow with some friends, that I've had barely any time at all to think about my cock.

This has, in all honesty, been really great. The less time I have to think about it, the less I get turned on and frustrated. The past few nights I've basically come home and gone straight to bed, where even if I wasn't locked up, I would have been too tired to jerk off, so it's been working well!

Then comes Saturday morning.

First of all, I've never really been one to sleep in, so I'm up at 8, when I don't have anything of substance to do until at least 2. Also, because I am a 22 year old dude, of course I wake up with (in this case an attempted) hard on.

Saturdays is when everything falls apart, and I am climbing the walls wanting to get at my cock.

I may have talked about this before, and if I have, I apologize...but the hardest part for me is a lack of interest by anyone else in my area being interested in chastity. When I'm locked up, my desire really isn't so much to get at my own cock, as it is to get at ANY cock. Problem is, most guys in my part of Iowa get pretty freaked out when they see the device :/

Oh well, luckily I have a pretty busy weekend and week ahead!

Realization

Today I changed my ring to a smaller one because I kept feeling like my device was going to slip off when I was at the gym today (THAT would have been an interesting discussion with my trainer...) and once I put the device back on, I turned on some porn.

I like to watch porn and tease myself when I have it on to fill the device, and make sure my cock fills up the whole thing, instead of getting all scrunched at the top (little weird, but meh).

As I was watching, I came to a realization. It may sound silly, since I put myself in this situation, but for some reason, this was like, the first time I really grasped the thought of "You're not going to cum until March 17."

I really wish I could describe better exactly how this felt. I wasn't sad or upset, but I certainly wasn't excited either. I think mostly I'm curious. Curious to see if I can make it (I hope I can, but history tells us otherwise...)

I'm back!

Ok, so I've been absolutely awful with this whole blog thing...good thing I don't write for a living (jk, I do...oops!)

So, I haven't blogged much at all because there's been nothing going on in my sex/kink life, one of the downfalls to living where I do, I guess. I've also been CRAZY busy with work lately, so this was kind of the last thing on my mind.

But now, I am back, and I am locked once again!

I have no key holder (which I HATE) so it's just up to me to keep it on.

I decided to set a specific amount of time for my device to be kept on. I decided to leave it up to fate, and used the "Chastity Bingo" function on LockedMEN.com. After the random choosing, I got four weeks, starting this past Sunday, so I'll be locked up until March 17th.

I'll try to keep up with this blog with how it's going, and all that fun stuff. Will definitely try to be better at it this time! Also, if anyone is looking to be a key holder, let me know! I enjoy this much more if someone else is in charge :D