So, as I said last night, I was kinda bummed out that the Sir had to cancel on me, and I guess I was more horned up than normal when I went to bed last night. Then this morning, I woke up and was covered in my own cum.
I have never in my life had a "wet dream." Not even when I was a teenager, so this was a bit of a weird experience to me.
It kinda upset me, because I feel like I have disappointed my Key Holder by cumming, even if I had no control of it.
What do you think? Should I be disappointed in myself? Should my key holder be disappointed in me and punish me in anyway? Am I over reacting because I am just having a bad couple of days?
I don't think you should be upset by it, it's something that happened out of your control. I know some doms/keyholders do punish their chastised sub when something like this happens. But you really shouldn't feel bad or disappointed about it, it's not your fault.
ReplyDeleteYeah, that's very true. I talked to my key holder and he agreed with you. I've just been in a TERRIBLE mood the past 36 hours, so I think I was taking it out on myself.
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